Wonderfully Simple

Okie... moving on from those wierd spelling mistakes. I just took a mock Nafa test todae.

Mwuhahah feel soo powerful nows. Got A in everything excpet standing broad jump and pull ups, of which the latter i failed... naturally -_-.

And Jean Yeow said my outline was good! Wheee!

Ermm... quite you.

gwad i spell numbers wrongly. I'll be in the toilet if anyone needs me, watching the mesmerizing patterens of water being flushed.

Hmm... Interesting... Leon I didn't know you had the ability of temporal compression... *chuckles* 0500-0630 - Jogging (11k.. w00t clocked in at just nice 2 hr today).

Anyways... I've got a new toy! I'm installing EVE beta as I speak... It's an MMOG set in space... think spaceships. The setting is similar to a game I've played before... so I'll see how it sizes up.... should be better...

(P.S: LEON U REALLY NEED HELP U CAN EVEN EDIT MY POST INSTEAD OF POSTING A NEW ONE)

Bear... stop whining. Just look at me today.
0500-0630 - Jogging (11k.. w00t clocked in at just nice 2 hr today).
0730-0900 - History lecture
0900-1300 - Debate practise
1300-2100 - Scouts
2100 onwards. Homework and test revision, although i suspect i'lll just fall alseep and drool.

ggthnxnore.

To gm and sara, stop being so troubled by NS. Its sucks yea, but at least you're not kuang liang who is unfortunate enough to be recuited by both the SAF and the MAF for a grand total of oh... 3 years of senslesss tropming through the jungle with other sweaty men. Look at it this way. Sara, you have nothing to worry about really, since abscene breeds longing, you not being by his side anymoe will just make him miss you all the much. I used to think that life would be miserable when gm leaves for australia, and wells things aren't that bad anymore. Cheer up really! Gm can't possibly run of with another person since NS is filled only with guys, unless ofcourse gm's tastes in sex has changed. Anyways, think of it as the challenge you have to overcome before you actually tie up that significant knot of your lives. Trust me, just as how me and gm are still friends even when he's in australia, i have little doubt the two of you will remain faithful even if the world was between you.

Yawnz. TGIF! My body's aching from head to toe... I can feel the paralysing sensation course through my body... I hate PE!!! It stretches the boundaries of do-able and impossible, causing such intense levels of exertion... I guess "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" is the way i should think... But one day I'll probably end up breathless on the ground during PE. Haha... hope not. School's been quite sleepy for me... due to the late nights and the resulting lack of sleep. Still, the lessons haven't really progressed to the point where i need to really think, so i guess i still have *some* time to catch up, especially on work... still got 3 maths tutorials and 2 physics tutorials to do. The horror.

Nothing very noticeable has happened in school... just that i feel compelled to talk about the disparity between ajc and cjc in terms of study environment (in class). Most, if not all, of them are the kind who would take out their foolscap pad and start racking their brains on solutions once they had the free time (okay i'm exaggerating, but you get the point). Whereas in cjc, I don't recall ever seeing more than erm... 10? out of the 23 people in my class having done the work. This doesn't really pose much of a problem... just that it's a little disturbing... especially the fact that it's creeping into me... a scary thought... but i guess not as terrifying as russell having the same experience. He's still struggling with work, spending large amounts of time staring blankly at questions. He really needs help.

I'm getting along fine with my class... though i'm still quite foreign to a few of them. Just a matter of time i suppose. There's this one guy who just makes my jaw drop though... he seems to be a walking encyclopaedia, atlas etc... and he's a genius to boot. The world is unfair T_T. Even his character isn't of one people would hate. An alien perhaps? Hmmm...

Ok my eyes are involuntarily shutting and staying that way. Guess I'll go sleep now. Goodnite.

P.S Leon, BWAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Now i'm confused.... when a girl says you'll look cute in a skirt is that a good thing or a bad thing?

A pathetic attempt to oust me as the intellect behind this blog bear.

Anyways, just had the parents teachers meeting today. Its amazing how parents can reflect thier child so much... like ervin and mother. Its really rather sweet (and paradoxically annoying at the same time) how both of them are so utterly Toady.

I SHAN'T BE BESTED!

This song is dedicated to anyone who feels lost and hopeless...

I Believe I Can Fly
By R Kelly

I used to think that I could not go on,
And life was nothing but an awful song.
But now I know the meaning of true love,
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms.

If I can see it, then I can do it.
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it.

I believe I can fly.
I believe I can touch the sky.
I think about it every night and day,
Spread my wings and fly away.
I believe I can soar,
I see me running through that open door.
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly.

See I was on the verge of breaking down,
Sometimes silence can seem so loud.
There are miracles in life I must achieve,
But first I know it starts inside of me.

If I can see it, then I can be it.
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it.

I believe I can fly.
I believe I can touch the sky.
I think about it ev'ry night and day,
Spread my wings and fly away.
I believe I can soar,
I see me running through that open door.
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly...
Oh I believe I can fly.

Cause I believe in me.

If I can see it, then I can do it.
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it.

I believe I can fly.
I believe I can touch the sky.
I think about it every night and day,
Spread my wings and fly away.
I believe I can soar,
I see my running through that open door.
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly.
If i just spread my wings,
I can fly...
I can fly...
I can fly.
If I just spread my wings...

I can fly......................................

This goes to everyone who had to leave people they loved.... we miss all of you.

Leaving on a Jet Plane
By John Denver
All my bags are packed. I'm ready to go.
I'm standing here outside your door,
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn.
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn,
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry.

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again -
Oh Babe, I hate to go.

There's been so many times I've let you down,
and so many times I've played around,
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go, I'll think of you,
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you,
When I come back, I'll bring (wear) your wedding ring.

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again -
Oh Babe, I hate to go.

Now the time has come to leave you,
One more time let me kiss you,
Then close your eyes, and I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come.
When I won't have to leave alone,
About the times I won't have to say ...

Kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again -
Oh Babe, I hate to go.

The day in one word... pwnzor!

Yes... i did THREE (thats 3!) pull-ups today! Muwhahahahahhahahhahahahahahhaha. I feel the power! The world is MINE!

On a sadder note, my home tuitor is leaving for futher studies! Even though i figured at first i wouldn't miss her since i wasn't around for the first three months, but since she made the annoucement this morning, the rest of her lessons just seem to be sooo depressing! Noo... i'll miss you soooo much Miss Koh, even though you only gave me a lousy c6 for my GP essay (well i kinda saw that coming since i wrote it like an Aunt Agony collum). Sighs... i deal badly with people leaving... like that depression after Gm left for Austrialia. Ack. We'll never find anyone that can replace those witty satire and quirky personality that so brightened up GP and Lit lessons (just imagine, she let us argue over anime for the whole lesson today, and incredibly at the end of it, she still could relate all that back to the lesson)... nice and she gets things done... blasphemy! We'll all miss you, esp. the 1st intakers... they seem out of thier minds in depression.... i mean playing with plastic bags?

Then again, I suppose having Fahy as a form teacher would be highly amusing. If not down right scary....

On another hand i am really starting to worry about Russel... he seems totally spaced by the amount of work he is getting, especially with that ungodly maths combi of his.... Where are the days when we all were so happy? Sigh.

But then again.... THREE pull-ups! DIE FOOLS.

Ahhh~!~~!~! SCHOOL BORED THE HECK OUTTA ME TODAY!!! lol was sooo slpy thru the day... but i'm awake now... probably from the rest i got in sch lol. So much work, relatively little time. Consider that i end at 4.45 almost everyday, by the time i reach home it's at least 5+, and i'll be dead tired by then. So if i take a nap, i wake up at 8-9 and feel to lazy to do work. If i don't, I feel too tired to do work (but for some reason i'm sitting here typing this as i speak haha). Russell was super tired today. He's practically given up on hmwk since all he can do is just stare at it... seems that his fondness for slacking has finally caught up to him.

Since the loss of my hp i haven't retrieved so many contacts... now it's a pain in the arse to organise smth for my cj class... i so miss them... gonna hafta make use of my exceptional resourcefulness to get it done. It's pretty amazing that my class performed so well for the o's. 2 7-pters, 1 8-pter, 1 9-pter, 2 10-pters, numerous 11s... One's in RJ, another in NJ... makes me jealous sometimes =\ *wishes he was in nj*... hmm wouldn't mind being in cj now i think... would be able to bring hell (in similar fashion to ervin) to my dear friend leon... lol. Oh well... God's put me here in AJC where my prior experience in bridge which i got from my 1st 3 mths have gone to naught... I feel so guilty leaving them behind... sigh. So now I'm stuck with chess again. BORED.

Ah well i guess i'll end here... gonna TRY (note: probably sporadic and lame) to do work... need to complete my maths and physics tutorials... ciao

Hmm... first post by me over here ^^ *looks at leon*

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Am i doomed to this? -_- Anyways heres a bunch of inspirational words i just chanced across

STUFFED BANANAS UP HIS ARSE!

Okie.... now i'll get things started while Bear wanders around aimlessly. To Sara and Gm, sorry for moving, but i figured it will be a little more fun doint it with another person.... i would much rather it a girl who i can claim to be my drop dead gorgeous girlfriend whom i share the most intamate moments with, but well unlike some really lucky people, i don't have that distinction. And i guess Bear here is the only one who can put up with my wonderfull speeling... speaking of which i spelt my name wrongly back there -_-.

Anyways... time to rave a little about my miserable day... well not really. For one thing, i still have this strange inability to picture myself with a girl being all mushy and feely ( well maybe not there). Its not that i'm gay (although everyone says i am gay) but rather i just don't see to have that overwhelming urge to brand a girl as "mine" which every other guy seems to aspire to do. I dunno... am i normal? Or am i really jsut gay and i'm delluding myself with this notion of hetro-sexuality? Sigh... such a twisted web we weave. At any rate.. jsut another day i guess.... incredibly busty PE teachers (a guy with pectorials the size of... something really big), obscene loads of homework and ofcourse, Regenal (he is this guy who just sits in the corner of every lesson and has this evil evil look on his face) schemeing the end of the world. Yuppers, pretty normal.

O gawd, Jean Yeow tomorrow.... i just felt my testicles shrink back there.