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Monday, May 31, 2004

@-'--- Rhapsody...

With the counsel of my dear friend I guess I should be paying some respects to the concert. Let's see... 17th May 2004... Started off with me going out with a bunch of my classmates who were heading to the concert together later on... We walked about, ate at Pastamania (and tried their baked rice... delicious =D~~~), and took a neoprint. That's about it... nothing much interesting happened as far as I can remember...

Soon after I was waiting for a particular Xing Yi at City Hall MRT, flower in hand, and worrying if she could make it on time, especially since I had no way of contacting her out of the house. Dith managed to arrive pretty much on the dot, but Xing Yi obviously preferred to deviate from the meeting time more... Ah well... punctuality never seemed to be a strong trait of hers =x

So we were off to The Durian (otherwise formally known as The Esplanade), with Xing Yi's friend, Clarissa, and a friend of Clarissa's. As usual, Xing Yi just had to comment on how sleepy I always look, blah blah blah =/ Hey, it's the same me you see everytime -_- Regardless, she went on about other crappy stuff filled with mild sarcasm, and while I'm able to rebut some of the crap she dishes out, I guess I'm no match for a seasoned debater =/ She was quite happy with the pretty flower I gave her though =)

Guess I'll spare everyone the details of the arduous Journey to The Esplanade and jump straight to the concert proper. Well, we were seated just 7 rows from the stage, so it was quite a good view, but the dwarf-sized seats really made sitting down in a comfortable manner an uphill task. At least I sat at the corner. Did I mention that the darned principal was on the same row as us?

Anyway, the concert proceeded, with the band going first. They played pretty well, but I think that there was a lack of faster and more powerful pieces in the selection for the band portion of the concert. As such, we were more or less lulled into some semi-sleepy state X) The last piece perked me up though... It was called Big Fun In The Sun... I heard it before in my cousin's concert. I think my cousin's band played better =x That's not to say that the band wasn't good. The piece basically told of a teenage love, and used many familiar, quirky tunes.

During the intercession I saw some of my classmates, as well as many familiar faces from school. Xing Yi on the other hand, was busy trying to locate some elusive guy X)

Back to the concert. Up next was the CO portion. Now they played alot of powerful pieces, and it was perhaps overwhelming, in stark contrast to the band pieces. Generally I observed that the CO people seemed to be with the music more than the band people. You could visually see them swaying with the rhythm of the music. The music they played was good, and the combined CO/band was even better. The sounds really complemented each other well.

The concert came to a close soon enough, and Xing Yi went off with her friends, while I looked for my classmates. The day basically ended there... since all that was left was another long walk to City Hall MRT, then a trip down to Toa Payoh MRT to take a cab. Not my idea, just a favour for someone with an injured toe.

American Pie - Don McLean
A long, long time ago
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And maybe they'd be happy for a while

But February made me shiver
With every paper I'd deliver
Bad news on the doorstep
I couldn't take one more step

I can't remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died

So... bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey in Rye
Singin'... this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

Did you write the book of love
And do you have faith in God above
If the Bible tells you so?
Now do you believe in rock and roll?
Can music save your mortal soul?
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you're in love with him
'Cause I saw you dancin' in the gym
You both kicked off your shoes
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues

I was a lonely teenage broncin' buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died

I started singin'...

Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey in Rye
Singin'... this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

Now for ten years we've been on our own
And moss grows fat on a Rollin' Stone
But that's not how it used to be
When The Jester sang for The King and Queen
In a coat he borrowed from James Dean
In a voice that came from you and me

Oh, and while The King was looking down
The Jester stole his thorny crown
The courtroom was adjourned
No verdict was returned

And while Lennin read a book on Marx
The quartet practised in the park
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died

We were singin'...

Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey in Rye
Singin'... this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

Helter Skelter in a summer swelter
The Byrds flew off with a fall out shelter
Eight miles high and falling fast
It landed flat out on the grass
The players tried for a forward pass
With The Jester on the sidelines in a cast

Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
While Sergeants played a marching tune
We all got up to dance
Oh, but we never got the chance

'Cause the players tried to take the field
The marching band refused to yield
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died?

We started singin'...

Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey in Rye
Singin'... this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

Oh, and there we were all in one place
A generation Lost In Space
With no time left to start again
So come on Jack be nimble, Jack be quick
Jack Flash sat on a candle stick
'Cause fire is the devil's only friend

Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage
No angel born in Hell
Could break that Satan's spell

And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite
I saw Satan laughing with delight
The day the music died

He was singin'...

Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey in Rye
Singin'... this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news
But she just smiled and turned away
I went down to the sacred store
Where I'd heard the music years before
But the man there said the music wouldn't play

And in the streets the children screamed
The lovers cried and the poets dreamed
But not a word was spoken
The church bells all were broken

And the three men I admire most
The Father, Son and the Holy Ghost
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died

And they were singin'...

Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey in Rye
Singin'... this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

They were singin'...

Bye, bye Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey in Rye
Singin'... this'll be the day that I die

Sunday, May 30, 2004

A Prelude to the Holidays...

Well... The holidays have come... Yet I'm in no mood for enjoyment, for just days before the school term came to a close, I had to be reminded of things I didn't really want to think about.

A recurring problem that has had me losing hope.
And a choice that I must make... and soon.

I just finished Season 3 of Smallville... This show has a compelling storyline... and to see how each character deals with their problems... really makes it shine. I can easily relate to many of the obstacles that they face... One of which... is Lana's wait for Clark to finally come clean, and get together, with her. In a way, I guess my problem is akin to what Lana is facing. Everytime I thought it was ok... Reality proved otherwise. And each time it happened, my spirit dampened, and my will broke.

Now... I've grown apathetic to the problem... Just like how Lana gave up on Clark... kinda. It's definitely not good at all, but I'm finding less and less of a reason to actually try, and thus... I'm leaving it in the hands of others... including the One up above...

My Immortal - Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Emotions long forgotten,
Feelings cruelly put down.
Yet they come back to haunt me,
In a twist of fate
So unfair to me.
Caught in a dilemma.
A choice I will regret,
One way, or the other.


Everytime - Britney Spears
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

Monday, May 17, 2004

Of the outing weeks ago...


Well I guess I should begin from there, since that's probably one of the rare occasions where I actually did something other than play computer games or go to school. It began with a trip to Sentosa for a day of vball and soccer (and hopefully some water). So we gathered at Harbourfront MRT before that, all decked out in beach wear, and in Russell's case... The AJ Orientation 2003 T-Shirt... Of ALL things to wear, yea he chose that. Anyway, the majority of them had not eaten, so we went to the hawker centre just beside the MRT for some breakfast. During which, even though I already ate, I couldn't resist the fragrance of the kway chap X) So yea, we gobbled down our meals and soon we were on the bus to Sentosa. It was a PACKED bus.

Down at Sentosa we had a great time hitting the vball around. As unskilled as we were, I'm pretty sure we got better after that X) It's funny, how I can manage to hit the ball to wherever I don't want it to go. My aptitude for games is really, really not there at all lol... Lousy hand-eye coordination. Well... the rest of the day @ Sentosa went by pretty quickly though we didn't do very much... So yeah, I'll continue on the BBQ some other time. It was a great day though.

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Its been long... Many thoughts, many happenings yet unwritten... Yet the hour is late, and I find less and less reason to return here to continue my story... I want to... but I just can't get myself to do so -_- Not that it's a chore or anything, but I guess I'm not exactly putting priorities in the right order. I *will* *try* my best to post something later today, forgoing some of my gaming time X)