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Monday, July 28, 2003

7250
Nokia 7250 suits you the best! You're an average
girl/boy without high expectations in life. You
take whatever that comes your way in your
stride and always remain optimistic and
positive.


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Thursday, July 24, 2003

Where Is The Love - Black Eyed Peas Featuring Justin Timberlake

What’s wrong with the world mama?
People living like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring the trauma
Over seas, yeah, we trying to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here living
In the USA, The big CIA, The Blood and the Crips, and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then your bound to get irate
Yeah, madness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger works and operates
Man you gotta have love this’ll set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love ya'll

People killing, people dying
Children hurt and you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach?
And would you turn the other cheek?
Father, father, father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love? (love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong,
Why are the pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With on going suffering, as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really gone?
So I could ask myself what is really going wrong?
In this world we are living in
People keep on giving in
Making wrong decisions only visions of them dividends
Not respecting each other denying thy brother
A war is going on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, its swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where’s the love ya'll c'mon (I dont know)
Where’s the truth ya'll c'mon (I dont know)
Where’s the love ya'll

People killing, people dying
Children hurt and you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach?
And would you turn the other cheek?
Father, father, father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love? (love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us following the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster then bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema
What ever happened to the values of humanity?
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality?
Instead of spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding leading us away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
Its no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

People killing, people dying
Children hurt and you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach?
And would you turn the other cheek?
Father, father, father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me, got me questioning
Where is the love? (love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? (the love)
Where is the love? [repeat to fade]

Friday, July 18, 2003

TGIF~ the weekend is highly anticipated by anyone caught in the swirling vortex known as the Singapore Education System. I'm no exception... well i guess it doesn't matter anyway... even if i do go to school i dun do much. lol. i've got many many tutorials to do... er... i meant catch up on... getting quite behind... i hope i find solace in this weekend so that i can do my work undisturbed. but how to... so busy wif other stuff... got a PW interview tmr, ten most likely going nj funfair.

Anyway, i've decided to quit chess... doesn't appeal to me anymore, so i'm going to change CCA, to AJE. hope i make the right choice. it will be regrettable if it isn't.

This world is plagued by problems, problems which manifest as myriad forms. Some are slithery creatures hidden in the dark, others are menacing demons breathing down your neck. Nonetheless, they make us grow in one way or another. After all, "what doesn't kill only makes one stronger". I believe strongly in this, and so, to all my friends with problems haunting you, stay on and fight, till the end where the light shines, and never forget this: you are not alone.

If We Hold On Together - Diana Ross

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth
In your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the winds
must learn how to mend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears
All away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come
Home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there
In the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark
We'll feel the light
Warm our hearts
Everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
As high
As souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I


i am cow, hear me moo, i weigh twice as much as you, and i look good on a bbq...
lol... feeling drowsy now... bah will blog tmr lol... LAZY NOW

Sunday, July 13, 2003

Ah.... Finally a long awaited chance for me to bitch about life. Been busy as of late, so forgive my tardiness at not have bothered to update anything... as if anyone reads this in the first place. I guess its just me venting my shit in some sort of self-denial crap. Ah who knows.

Anyways... the Nationals preliminary rounds just went pass on Sat. First round was up against competition favorites RJ, who's team wasn't too great, but they beat us anyways. We put up a good fight i was told, but well... in the end, the victor gets the spoils and all the loser can do is pat themselves on the back and yammer about small margins or close victories. Utter male bovine facease. At any rate, we pulled a win over YJ in the next round, but for some reason i kinda feel bad abt it. While the YJ speakers really were speaking crap and non-substantiated stuff... their 3rd speaker had a stylistic flare that really resembled a priest. Allowing for an immensly amusing litany of insults on lines like "THEY DO NOT SEE THE LIGHT LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!". Just hilarious. Anyways, i'm just glad thats over.... it was a nightmare balancing prop and opp... in fact in the YJ debate i actually mixed up an opp point into the prop speech. Kudos to winston, who graciously let us use his amaing house for the pre-debate pre. Rich bastard. Still owe him money too.

The silver lining to all this would be a miracle that happened in chinese class. For just about the third time in my pathetic scholistic life, I pass chinese. Even the teacher seemed to have problems accepting this, and shot those strange looks of bewilderment at me. Personally i wouldn't have been surprised if pink furry elephants started prancing into class at that point... 55 % is a far cry from the 10/55 i got for my CA.

I think i shld go buff my nails now. OR sleep. Or i dunno... depressed.


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Friday, July 11, 2003

forgot to mention smth... my class was made to fill in a form each, detailing how we spent our holidays. each day consisted of 3 sessions (morning afternoon night), so thats 63 sessions in total for the hols... so my form went like this...
PW/CCA/Extra Lessons: 14
Other Activities:49
Physics: 0
Maths: 0
F Maths: 0
GP: 0
Economics: 0
MT: 0
i'll leave it to u to think wat that meant. lols.
btw... do sign the guestbook! thx!


Gahhh... Ct results are back... ok with my physics,econs and chinese... but saddened by the thought of my maths, fmaths and GP... i juz scraped thru for my gp... i should be getting at least a B man... I WILL GET IT AT THE PROMOS!!! maths... i guess i've been slacking too much... haha... fmaths... hmm.. not as bad as maths, but still disappointing... hope i'll get my A by the promos... I still have lots of progress to be made for econs tho... and even more for chinese... haha... hopeless case in chinese.

P.S Leon hows yours =)

Monday, July 07, 2003

Well... I'm feeling better now... so I'll start on it...

Went out with my cj class just now... but... not many turned up... about 10 only... and it was rather pathetic... people were late, going off early for other appointments etc... i mean like... why bother coming if u have something on... it showed no sincerity in coming for the reunion... it was so sad to see this happening... and... the class is drifting apart... what was once a closely knit group of people... has loosened to a pack of strangers bound by... a facade of friendship...

Shermaine was bickering with Peter... due to some very blunt remarks by peter with regards to shermaine's friend... so there was an air of uneasiness around.... which made things worse nonetheless... peter the playful idiot... sigh... after charlene arrived he started talking abt this girl he's after... he was absolutely clueless as to how to go about it... by this point i was so disheartened that i didn't really want to participate in the conversation... so in the end... we left at about 5.20... after 4 hours of waiting for people to come... and go...

Anyway... i met joanna from catechism class at the mrt station b4 anyone came... finally found out where she's studying heh... cos she didn't wanna tell me for some reason or another... didn't sense any hostility anyway... saw Hong Yi too... just a hi... then later at KFC audrey passed by... small world...

Viva Forever - Spice Girls

Do you still remember how we used to be?
Feeling together, believing whatever my love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers, Young love in the sun,
Felt like my Saviour, my spirit I gave you, We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana, Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the one.

Yes I still remember every whispered word,
The touch of your skin giving life from within like a love song never heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time,
Promises made, every memory saved as reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana, Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the one

Back where I belong now, was it just a dream?
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold, and the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana, Always be mine

Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting),
Everlasting (Everlasting) like the sun (Like the sun),
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment (for the moment),
Ever searching (Ever searching) for the one (for the one),
Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one,
Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting ,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one (for the one)

Viva forever, I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting),
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one.


Now now bear, face it, you were totally pwnzored between my 1337 h4x05 5ki11s and meh uber sexahness!

( i feel totally nerdy now w00t w00t! )

At any rate, you;re certainly being a little harsh on yourself andrew. Your skills were pretty okie, but obviously, the superior combination of my and gm just kills everything... bwahahahah. *thrusts hips forward and wiggles ass*

Now moving on... i have to dedicate this entry to yvonne and joyce (the real joyce, not some wierd joyce figmented out of Ching's imagination). To von... its ben one very happy month, and nothing more can say the feelings i have than what i already have said. Keep on going spuky gal.... we'll do that jig-saw on december. I promise. And joyce... i know this is some real tough times for you, but well, the tough get going and you;re definately one tough person. Enjoy your anniversary with Syl on thurs ya.

Finally, gm and sarah. I hoped you enjoyed me screaming in agony with my skin being ripped off.


Life... how miraculous it is...
A potent mixture of woes and happiness...
Time... how mysterious it is...
Eluding the unwary, eroding the strong...
Friendship... how sweet it is...
Help, confidence and consolation...
Chatter, gossip and talk...
Taken for granted, undervalued, questioned...



Your Heart is Red


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Quite a busy weekend i had this week... BBQ yesterday, out for quite abit today, and i need to do laundry >.<~

Enjoyed myself quite a bit at the bbq yesterday! all the footprints were constantly poking fun at joyce for reasons withheld... lol... lets just say the impossible came true... yup... the food wasn't too great, but i still stuffed myself with... bee hoon lol... not much of bbqing was done on my part... cept for starting the fire... yep... there was otah, hot dogs (can't live without em), bee hoon, fried rice, chicken wings (unremovable from list of bbq food)... meanwhile... we were chatting quite a bit, with the sec 4 ijtp girls constantly bugging a few select people to buy tickets (russell inclusive). Russell being the quick-thinking person he is, told them he'd buy from them at the end of the bbq... but of course... they had sold all their tix already... kershia was high as usual, along with hector and gideon, dancing to music, cracking lame jokes etc... hector came armed with a camera and he used it like some covert ops agent, snapping candid shots everywhere. Did i mention that the band played some great music there? loud music thumping, food, company... blissful? heh...

And then came today... fp was abt the eucharist and blahblah... pretty insightful... and then there came the lecturing... for showing no initiative as youth leaders during the bbq and other occasions... not following instructions even though they told us nicely... hmm.. well... i dunno... but i think it's precisely bcos they told us nicely that we procrastinated abt going about the tasks... as for the bbq... imo, we went with a mood to play and help, not work... thats why we didn't follow what they wanted us to do i guess... or maybe just bcos we were too indulged in chat and fun that we didn't want to move around... oh well... wat's done is done... every experience is a lesson to be learnt... anyway... after that went for mass, and then we sojourned to ijtp! for the funfair of cos... lets see... 1st task was to find the aforementioned joyce... who was supposed to be the source of our free tix... but nooo she was low -_- anyway she told us her cute little sister received free tix, free food etc... so we thought of milking the cow for all its worth... but we didn't get the chance T_T haha... saw some familiar faces from cj there.. met the 2-5 bunch... and well... $$$ was spent on fishballs and ice cream... haha... just take it we supported the sec 4 joyce's stall... speaking of which... she was struggling with the ice cream scoop lol... the 1st cone i had came back without anything on top, and well... the next time it did it was melting all over =\ haha... anyway we walked abt lookin ard... den out of somewhere, this cup of chinchow came flying at sean... surprise was undoubtedly there... eyes looked in our general direction... sean remained calm though... and i applaud him for that... well we didn't let that affect us and we continued whiling our time away XD... after squandering the last remnants of our tix, me and russell proceeded to thomson area to meet up with leon and guo ming... haven't seen them in some time... so it was nice to see them all right (except for a minor oil control problem)... and we played till bout 6.30... playing cs then wolfenstein enemy territory then ut2k3... pretty fun... heh... and well... my skills at fps games have become non-existent haha.... main point was seeing leon and guo ming again tho... yup... so after that we parted ways... with me going back to bishan with leon to catch the mrt... we were both paupers lol... left with but a pittance to survive... and leon was going to marche. wow. i wonder how he survived, if at all... haha... and the stories of the legendary history dept at cj just keep coming... lol... spearheaded by jean yeow it's no laughing matter... =x

Back to school after tmr... YAWN~~ gonna be soooo bored... again... oh well... yep so i leave with a song by michelle tumes... probably unheard of... but go d/l it... rather spiritual...

Lovely - Michelle Tumes

You're the sweet dreams that soothe me
When I can't fall asleep
You're the field in the middle of the city
When I'm rushing by at the speed of light
You're the strong resolution when I find no peace
You're the church bells ringing in the evening
When all is quiet You whisper comfort
That lifts my heart
I get so weak

Chorus:
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely

You're the soft words that touch me
When I just can't speak
You're the breeze on the ocean in the morning
Reminding me to greet the day
You're the flowers I remember seeing in Italy
Colors through a golden haze
Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant
In the noon day sun, it makes me sing

Chorus

I understand there may be grief
And there may be pain
But I'm aware You blind the darkness
With Who You are

Because...

Chorus

Saturday, July 05, 2003

You're the model Singaporean student!

You actually enjoy going to school, doing your
work and get straight As!! You even own THE
clique in school, you popular bastard!
Congratulations, everybody else (secretly)
hates you!


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i'm not gonna say anything. cos i find the result very dumb.

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Well well well... CTs almost over... left with FM paper tmr... and AO lvl chinese oral... which imo sux alot... judging by how i've done for the papers... i guess i can muster a possible repeat performance... hehe... but still... i think i need to re-evaluate this slackerish attitude i've been having... it's quite scary that i managed to blatantly make zero use of the holidays... and still brim with confidence for the CTs in front of my classmates...
Strangely i'm feeling rather... vexed now... not too sure why =\ Or maybe... cos i'm in denial... well this happens to people for no rhyme or reason sometimes... and they just don't want to acknowledge a lingering problem...

P.S The tagboard is quite dead -_-