Wonderfully Simple

A levels, blah. Started yesterday with the physics practical exam. Pretty ok, 'cept for a graph which had points obviously decribing a curve but had to be drawn as a straight line. GP's next week, then Maths paper 1 a week after that, and the rest following a week after those. Then it's the prom, and soon enough, farewell to freedom for 2 years.

16/10/04
The last day of school of my JC life. Definitely, memories of the place will stay with me. The people I met, the people I was reunited with, the people I saw again. They will stay with me for a long time.

Somehow, I'm reluctant to leave school, 'cos that's where I interact with my friends. It's gonna be next to impossible to meet them now, since most of them are in overdrive mugging mode, but I do hope that we will still stay as friends even after the exams, and not fade away in each other's hearts and minds.

My teacher once said, "Primary school is where you will make your best friends, the ones whom you can count on, because you'll be with them for 6 years, compared to the 4 in secondary school, and 2 in JC." I guess it was logical, but having gone through (almost) the entire 12 years, I must say that he was wrong. There's only one reason for it: we do not fully appreciate the value of friendship until we gain maturity of thought. While I'm not quite there yet, I definitely think more mature stuff than a primary school kid. And I must say, friendship holds a very high place in my value system.

05/03, cheers.

Peng You - Emil Chau

Ze xie nian, yi ge ren
Feng ye guo, yu ye zou
You guo lei, you guo cuo
Hai ji de jian chi shen me

Zhen ai guo, cai hui dong
Hui ji mo, hui hui shou
Zong you meng, zong you ni
Zai xin zhong

Peng you yi sheng yi qi zou
Na xie ri zi bu zai you
Yi ju hua, yi bei zi
Yi shen qing, yi bei jiu

Peng you bu cheng gu dan guo
Yi sheng peng you, ni hui dong
Hai you shang, hai you tong
Hai yao zou
Hai you wo

Viva Forever - Spice Girls

Do you still remember how we used to be?
Feeling together, believing whatever my love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers, Young love in the sun,
Felt like my Saviour, my spirit I gave you, We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana, Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the one.

Yes I still remember every whispered word,
The touch of your skin giving life from within like a love song never heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time,
Promises made, every memory saved as reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana, Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the one

Back where I belong now, was it just a dream?
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold, and the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana, Always be mine

Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting),
Everlasting (Everlasting) like the sun (Like the sun),
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment (for the moment),
Ever searching (Ever searching) for the one (for the one),
Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one,
Viva forever (Viva forever),
I'll be waiting ,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one (for the one)

Viva forever, I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting),
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever (Live forever), for the moment,
Ever searching for the one.

Recently... I had a pretty bizarre dream, and I say bizarre 'cos I've used it to describe the very same kind of dream that I've had in other situations. Perhaps I've mentioned it somewhere in this blog. Not too sure about that.

What are dreams? A premonition? A sign from supernatural powers? Or a manifestation of our thoughts, our desires? No one knows for sure, but often, our dreams leave us scratching our heads, wondering what they meant. For me, this series of dreams seem to have been a mockery, cackling at me, for every single of them filled me with hope, but left me in sadness in the end.

How far does the wanting for someone lead us? And to where? Delusion? Devastation?
Could such a longing lead, ultimately, to a point where we are convinced that it is rational to want to fufill a sporadic dream?

I wonder, for I tread the familiar path yet again.

Tian Hei Hei - Sun Yanzi

Wo de xiao shi hou
Chao nao ren xing de shi hou
Wo de wai po zhong hui chang ge hong wo
Xia tian de wu hou lao lao de ge an wei wo
Na shou ge hao xiang zhe yang chang de
Ti oh oh, beh lok ho, ti oh oh, oh oh...

Li kai xiao shi hou, you le zi ji de sheng huo
Xin xian de ge, xin xian de nian tou
Ren xing he chong dong wu fa kong zhi de shi hou
Wo wang ji hai you zhe yang de ge
Ti oh oh, beh lok ho, ti oh oh, oh oh...

Wo ai shang rang wo fen bu gu shen de yi ge ren
Wo yi wei zhe jiu shi wo suo zhui qiu de shi jie
Ran er heng chong zhi zhuang bei wu jie bei pian
Shi fou cheng ren de shi jie bei hou zhong you can que
Wo zou zai mei tian bu xu mian dui de fen cha lu
Wo huai nian guo qu dan chun mei hao de xiao xing fu
Ai zhong shi rang ren ku rang ren jue de bu man zu
Tian kong hen da que kan bu qing chu hao gu du...

Wo ai shang rang wo fen bu gu shen de yi ge ren
Wo yi wei zhe jiu shi wo suo zhui qiu de shi jie
Ran er heng chong zhi zhuang bei wu jie bei pian
Shi fou cheng ren de shi jie bei hou zhong you can que
Wo zou zai mei tian bu xu mian dui de fen cha lu
Wo huai nian guo qu dan chun mei hao de xiao xing fu
Ai zhong shi rang ren ku rang ren jue de bu man zu
Tian kong hen da que kan bu qing chu hao gu du...

Tian hei de shi hou wo you xiang qi na shou ge
Tu ran qi dai xia qi an jing de yu
Yuan lai wai po de dao li
Zao jiu chang le gei wo ting
Xia qi yu ye yao yong gan qian jing
Wo xiang xin yi qie dou hui ping xi
Wo xian zai hao xiang hui jia qu

Yeah yeah, now that my com's back up, the hard disk just had to fail. So now it's back to square one. No computer. Boring days. Yawn.

I live again.