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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Patterned Illusions

Recently... I had a pretty bizarre dream, and I say bizarre 'cos I've used it to describe the very same kind of dream that I've had in other situations. Perhaps I've mentioned it somewhere in this blog. Not too sure about that.

What are dreams? A premonition? A sign from supernatural powers? Or a manifestation of our thoughts, our desires? No one knows for sure, but often, our dreams leave us scratching our heads, wondering what they meant. For me, this series of dreams seem to have been a mockery, cackling at me, for every single of them filled me with hope, but left me in sadness in the end.

How far does the wanting for someone lead us? And to where? Delusion? Devastation?
Could such a longing lead, ultimately, to a point where we are convinced that it is rational to want to fufill a sporadic dream?

I wonder, for I tread the familiar path yet again.

Tian Hei Hei - Sun Yanzi

Wo de xiao shi hou
Chao nao ren xing de shi hou
Wo de wai po zhong hui chang ge hong wo
Xia tian de wu hou lao lao de ge an wei wo
Na shou ge hao xiang zhe yang chang de
Ti oh oh, beh lok ho, ti oh oh, oh oh...

Li kai xiao shi hou, you le zi ji de sheng huo
Xin xian de ge, xin xian de nian tou
Ren xing he chong dong wu fa kong zhi de shi hou
Wo wang ji hai you zhe yang de ge
Ti oh oh, beh lok ho, ti oh oh, oh oh...

Wo ai shang rang wo fen bu gu shen de yi ge ren
Wo yi wei zhe jiu shi wo suo zhui qiu de shi jie
Ran er heng chong zhi zhuang bei wu jie bei pian
Shi fou cheng ren de shi jie bei hou zhong you can que
Wo zou zai mei tian bu xu mian dui de fen cha lu
Wo huai nian guo qu dan chun mei hao de xiao xing fu
Ai zhong shi rang ren ku rang ren jue de bu man zu
Tian kong hen da que kan bu qing chu hao gu du...

Wo ai shang rang wo fen bu gu shen de yi ge ren
Wo yi wei zhe jiu shi wo suo zhui qiu de shi jie
Ran er heng chong zhi zhuang bei wu jie bei pian
Shi fou cheng ren de shi jie bei hou zhong you can que
Wo zou zai mei tian bu xu mian dui de fen cha lu
Wo huai nian guo qu dan chun mei hao de xiao xing fu
Ai zhong shi rang ren ku rang ren jue de bu man zu
Tian kong hen da que kan bu qing chu hao gu du...

Tian hei de shi hou wo you xiang qi na shou ge
Tu ran qi dai xia qi an jing de yu
Yuan lai wai po de dao li
Zao jiu chang le gei wo ting
Xia qi yu ye yao yong gan qian jing
Wo xiang xin yi qie dou hui ping xi
Wo xian zai hao xiang hui jia qu