Sigh. That's all I can say about this emotional rollercoaster ride I've been having. Nothing's improved by the looks of it, and I'm still left hoping for the better... and it seems... hope is but the only thing I can confide in for now. Sigh. Each passing day brings about renewed desolation... and sometimes it just prompts me to think if I'm doing the right thing... has Time done enough of it's part? Or has it not? I guess divine intervention can only go so far... I'll probably have to carry on with the repair works on the bridge by myself for now...
I've written the letter... which I hoped I never would have to write... but now I guess that hope's turned into dust, and the new hope is that it'll never see a use... but that hope's not too bright either. 2 more weeks will ordain the decision... and 2 more weeks would have been enough time by then... I hope.
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you've got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you've got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
(It's in your heart, it's in your soul)
It doesn't care how fast you fall
(You're losing all control)
And you can't refuse the call
See, you've got no say at all
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
I've written the letter... which I hoped I never would have to write... but now I guess that hope's turned into dust, and the new hope is that it'll never see a use... but that hope's not too bright either. 2 more weeks will ordain the decision... and 2 more weeks would have been enough time by then... I hope.
The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you've got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you've got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
(It's in your heart, it's in your soul)
It doesn't care how fast you fall
(You're losing all control)
And you can't refuse the call
See, you've got no say at all
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie